I can't stand you anymore. Seriously. Sometimes I wonder why I even bother trying to remain friends with you when I'm like just an option to you. And when you need a listening ear, you'll come running to me saying that your friends don't want to listen to what you have to say. And I'll be the idiot who will be so very nice and listen to what you have to say. Most of the time, the things that your friends are not interested in, are the things that we are interested in. Then on other days, you'll completely ignore and avoid me. Give me such excuses like "Oh I'm tired, I have to sleep now/ I'll go lie down/ Today I no mood ah.". So am I that 'back-up' friend? Was I always your 'back-up'?

I will not bother about you anymore. But God knows how many times I've told that to myself.
Just stop doing this to me. Please go off with your 'friends'.

I just want to be a complete bitch to you. I will not be that nice ex you'll pull and push around so easily.